Years and years of over 1400+ diary entries that discuss my autism & depression (can all be produced on request):

  • I'm dying. - 5/12/25

  • Today was a really, really rare day where I didn't wake up with morning depression. - 26/11/25

  • Autistic rumination - 19/11/25

  • Every day I wake up in this loop. - 16/11/25

  • Note to self - 30/8/25

  • I'm going to wake up depressed, and I'm still going to do it. - 28/1/25

  • The Year Of Living To Die: January 2025.

  • A very bleak, stark and candid entry. - 20/12/24

  • BURNOUT WILL ALWAYS BE SCARY. - 31/7/25

  • I want to talk about depression like it's an actual disease. - 21/2/23

Hi Pip.

Here’s some additional evidence to support my claim.

My Raads-R Assessment

I score 124 on this professional criteria test for autism (60 is the standard)

This is the DSM-5 criteria where I meet all 9 of the following criteria.

Thanks so much in advance for your support.